Avalon

[nirvelli_lynn]

And that makes me realize... so few people have seen Avalon.  It's not a place I hide actually. I TRY to share. But yet... Erica never saw Avalon.  Yet I don't know if she would have "got it"... Avalon is just a place to most people. But somehow... I connect there. With everything. She makes me ...whole. Dadra gets it... or maybe she just feels Avalon through me. Autumn has been there... I think even she got it. I think she got more than I gave her credit for actually.  But so few others... have met her... Avalon. She's a place I would love to share... more.  Because she's magical to me. Even if it's only me who sees this... I'm ok. But she's still pretty to everyone else. :)

I don't know how else to describe it... but it's like I connect with everything...all the elements... the earth, the trees, the lake, the water, the air, the wind, the sky and the stars, and the fire. The sunsets which lay across the water with ripples of glitter.  

It just makes me whole.  I feel better even just knowing, realizing that I'm going. That alone makes me "better."   And for once... in what seems so very much a long time... I feel like I'm smiling again... Inside.