nirvelli_lynn

Mom and I are on much better terms. We talked yesterday morning and she made the comment that one reason she feels the need for me to take the week off is that she needs time to just be... my mom. Not my boss. We both need the seperation of work and mom/daughter relationships. And so, I'll prolly see her next week... talk to her... but it won't be about business. (Though I do have some doubt if we can keep it entirely social... we both do suck at that. But a concerted effort will be made. And not being at the office will help a lot!) I think this is a very good move. I feel good about it. I feel good in general. I feel like I'm actually moving in a good direction. A more stable one.

And today I'm going to take care of some house things... (order more mini blinds, do laundry, watch a movie at home), and then maybe do something with Dadra. It's amazing to me... because it all started with the realization that I needed to go to Avalon. I know I keep talking about it... but damn has it helped! And it's so hard to explain what a place like this means to me. So maybe, I'll just go with it... and stop trying to explain.

On another note, I had big surprise yesterday when I got an email from Katie Hurley. Wow! Her timing is good and I hope she is well. I think she was injured quite severely and is finally able to start work again. She is an amazing person and I truely hope we can work with her more in the future. It's funny because before mom and I talked, everything in business was at a stand-still. Nothing was happening. (Hence all the time to chat.) But after we talked, Mom got several phone calles... more that day than she had the past two weeks. Then, yesterday, I hear from Katie. Amazing how energy works... when it's blocked... the universe seems to know it... and when it opens... it all opens. :)

The neat thing about all this, in regards to the company formation, is that a team of Treadwell, Mom and Katie would be ideal to form EuroKur. I officially turned down the option to be an owner. Beyond everything else, I just don't think I fit. And I think that the three of them... could. That would be an exciting combination.

I'm meeting my mom tomorrow before work for coffee. Actually, I think we're going to to Tim Horton's to talk. This should actually be a good thing. I know I'll be more able to keep emotions in check and ... god's I just hope I can manage to communicate. I don't communicate well with her at times, and this is one of them. So... tomorrow morning. :)  At least we're getting along better in the meantime. I just better know damn well what I need to say. *sigh* Ok... here goes.