the little things...

Today was difficult, and sad. When we went grocery shopping, I realized how much will change. Sounds silly. But it's the little things... it's always the little things. Like shopping alone from now on. Sleeping alone... creating a life... alone. And it's sad. I know I won't be completely alone. I know there are people around me and all that... but it's different. To not come home to someone. To go home tomorrow to an empty house... I'm scared. Sad. And it's overwhelming. I will miss so much it brings tears to my eyes. Again, I know this decision is the right one... but as I keep saying to myself... it is the right one. It just doesn't make it any easier.