Life goes on...

Yesterday I never made to play catch with Leah... I never made it out of the house in fact... but it was still  a very good day.  I ended up chatting/talking to Erica for long time.  There were some parts of the conversation that didn't go... quite so well.  Like for one, she's smoking again... my reaction to that was ... really really bad. I called her a few things even surprised me. But seeing as I was kinda in a crying rage at that moment... because of concern for her... and she knew it wasn't personal... it was ok. I think we both just started heading down some not so good paths for awhile... and we both need to get off of those paths. 

We booked Vegas... so it's actually gonna happen. We also booked tickets to Zumanti (a Cirque de Sole production) which is a more "adult" show we were both interested in. I think Vegas will be fun. Erica is kinda cute because she wants to mostly financially support the trip. She stated "as long as I called her a bread winner and walked behind her 3 min/day" she'd take care of most of it. *laugh* T'was cute. She's going to "see" other people which I think is good. I'm not really surprised at the person she has in mind, and I think this is all very good. Who knows what the future holds. I have no clue whatsoever... but I'm starting to get comfortable where I'm at... and I hope she is able to do the same.