nirvelli_lynn

Here's one for a change... a not house related post! :) (Hopefully I'll have more info on that tonight.)

Overall, I'm doing really well. I'm a bit tired today, but that has much to do with getting up at 5:45am and driving to Grand Rapids for a therapy with about 4 hours of sleep. I have an apt with that doctor/herbie guy/psychologist again today. I have to do my "homework" on the way to A2. I have been taking my vitamin C regularly which is good. I've noticed a difference too. I'm not tired as much. I don't need a lot of sleep either. Mostly I can go to bed at midnight or so and wake up at 7, 7:30 without a problem (before my alarm). This is nice. Granted I am taking between 12-16 grams of C (yes that is correct, "grams"). I think I could even take more but it's expensive! Erica and I are in a really good place. In fact, we talked my entire drive home from GR, about us, the house, our future, and our lives together. It was a really awesome conversation. I'm feeling better about me. Perhaps a combination of the "house adventure", the relationship, and not over working. Plus there is the art outlet which is amazing. It's really nice to be in this place. I don't think I've been here in awhile. Erica knew immediately. Funny but our relationship even changed in the past month. It's much more passionate which got lost when I did. Yeah... somehow, I'm starting to feel whole again. Starting to like, accept, and maybe even be happy with who I am AND what I look like. And I'm not even sure what I'm doing different, but I like it. *smile*

It's been, what, over a year? Yeah, it's nice to be "here" again.